Brain Love
There is a reason why the guides want me to offer a vortex for brain and mind evolution followed by a vortex for past life exploration and integration. AT THIS TIME. There is a workshop scheduled for next Sunday, coming up fast. (Or in the past depending on when you are reading). This relates to the Illumined Mind album.
It's about moving forward into what is coming. It's work that I personally am interested in doing, that the guides want me to do even more of, and I'm inviting you into the vortex to do together. Because we evolve together. And because group fields are more powerful than what we can do alone.
I'm attempting to write a short piece to convey and it's coming out long. Because this is SOON, please tune into if this is for you.
In terms of our day together... I cannot promise results. I can promise a powerful vortex and exploring this with you. For me, group work is the most potent field in which to create shifts.
If you have any brain injuries or history of mental-emotional illness or challenges, please factor that into your decision making.
When I first listened to Brain Love I experienced some nausea. You can read about that on my posts about that journey. If you have had TBI or concussion you know that nausea sometimes accompanies this. And as you heal, you may know that symptoms can recur or flush to the surface as they release.
If you have mental-emotional challenges, this energy may be destabilizing or too intense. In light of that, please check with your health care professional before signing up.
Context - why this work and why with me?
You could say this work of brain love and illumined mind is the weaving of two lineages culminating into a crystal focus. There are this-life head injuries to add into the mix, plus soul lineage too.
I come from a lineage of healers.
My Great Grandmother was the town healer and her two eldest daughters had the sight or ability to heal. These gifts, at least in practice, skipped two generations.
My father died of brain cancer and my grandfather shot himself in the head. Both of them died of afflictions that manifested in the brain in their mid-60’s.
When I was in my 40’s I was convinced I had a brain tumor. I could feel energy that felt out of place in my head. If I hadn’t noticed it, if I hadn’t followed the trail to unpack everything that it was…well, I’ll never know because I did follow the trail.
Because I was so used to managing pain and trauma having to do with my head, I attributed the weird energy in my head at least in part to this. But in the back of my mind was the way my Dad and Grandfather both died because of their brains. Was this the inevitable conclusion of my own story? Biology and lineage patterns triumph after all?
The following facts from my current incarnation are some of the things I have overcome. I cut my teeth on healing by healing myself--I am the lab rat-- and what I thought was at least partially causal to what I was perceiving in my head at that time in my 40's:
I’d had multiple oral surgeries ages 15- 22.
Because of that I had orthodonture. A TMJ specialist I saw in my 40’s came to me after seeing my X-rays with his jaw dropped. Apparently mine were the worst he’d seen in 25 years. He had a patient who had been bed ridden for 4 years whose situation was less severe than mine. “How are you walking?” He asked. He then looked me in the eyes and said, “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry for what we did to you.” He explained that my orthodontist was to blame. (p.s. the how I was walking is what you already know—I’d been healing myself and living in high frequency light fields, and this is how I was walking).
At age 20 I ran full speed into a low cellar door frame and fell to the ground with a concussion that was never treated. My ability to focus, to study was altered. I was pre-med but I lost focus. I completed research on bird brains my senior year, graduated with honors, but my attention on medical school faded.
At age 22 I was rear ended, suffered whiplash and according to one doctor was 60% disabled. This was the injury that took me to 30 hours a week of healers in Seattle and the beginning of my awakening that I too am a healer.
At age 28 I was in physical theater conservatory and during a night of partying, was dropped on my head on the concrete because the guy who was carrying me upside down on his shoulders and running through the streets of an old logging town in Northern California fell and dropped me. I’ve been told it’s a miracle I lived.
Shortly after I brought my awareness to this energy in my head that I thought could be a tumor…in 2015 I hit my head hard on the marble mantle above a fireplace, slumped to the ground and started traveling through the tunnel of light. I felt at peace about it. Complete. I laughed at such a silly way to die after all I’d survived. And then I popped back into my body the moment I remembered some work I hoped to finish. I came back from that injury with cognitive challenges, stuttering, pain and memory loss. My life unraveled, my husband spit me out, I had changed and couldn’t work, the dive into the next phase of my life and healing studies intensified.
